Spontaneous Spiritual Awakening: My Story
Why are THEY (the powers that THINK they are) SO afraid of us?
THEY ARE TERRIFIED OF US.
One of the hardest stages of remembering and awakening to our hearts is what I call the information stage.
There is a ton of information that assaults us as we awaken, and with the positive comes all the negative as well.
For me, due to my spontaneous awakening, this became overwhelming and sent me into a spiritual crisis.
There were so many things that I found out all at once, from fluoride, to chemtrails, to gmos, vaccinations…the list is definitely completely overwhelming for someone just starting their path.
I remember every time I found out information about yet another way that we were being unknowingly poisoned or harmed,controlled, I would go into major depression, full of hate.
When I found out about vaccinations, I cried for days.
I also had to forgive myself because I unknowingly gave my children that poison.
As it was given to me.
It was the same process for every new “discovery”.
This is what is happening to the masses right now.
They are awakening and seeing the dark outside manipulation that has governed this world for thousands of years.
We have been living,unknowingly, in a prison planet for thousands and thousands of years.
Recycled through the False Light and their brilliant karmic cycle.
The enormity of all that has been used against the human race to keep us as energetic batteries is immense.
As the masses awaken and see the truth, the universal process of loss and grief occurs for all human beings.
In a way the whole world and everything the person knew to be true is a lie, it is the dying of a reality.
There are the five steps described by Elisabeth Kübler-Ross in her 1969 book “On Death and Dying.”
As I awakened and expanded my consciousness through my heart, I went through these stages.
Some were quicker than others, but the road to acceptance of loss and death,( of what we thought was real),is the same for all humans.
They are: denial and isolation, anger,bargaining,depression, and finally acceptance.
It is the way humans evolve.
So as more and more information comes to light, the list of atrocities is overwhelming.
We are hit from every angle.
Food, water, air, vaccinations, etheric implants…and on and on.
But here is a thought, a new perspective…
HOW POWERFUL ARE WE THAT “THEY” ARE TRYING TO DO EVERYTHING TO WIPE US OUT?
TO KEEP US FROM AWAKENING TO OUR TRUE SELVES?
I mean, really, we are assaulted in every way possible.
One method is not enough.
Have to come at us from the air, the water, the food, through “medicine”… With the negative alien agenda…etc,etc,etc
Their methods are infinite, one way is not enough.
And STILL we are all awakening to the truth of what has been happening and of who we are.
NO THING stops evolution, physical and spiritual, because regardless of everything this universe does follow universal laws, the blueprint of creation cannot be altered.
So for “them”, they have forgotten that what you resist,persists.
The more they try to weaken us, to stronger we become against this resistance.
Now, this works the same for them…
So the more a person focuses on the negative, the more that negative is strengthened.
Same for positive actions.
This is the universal law of nonresistance.
When we see something we don’t want in our world, we can choose to not give it an ounce of our energy, our emotions, our thoughts,that is what mastering our energy is all about.
The key is to see the truth, accept it for what is from a neutral,(non-emotional stance),and then make the conscious choice to not give it our energy at all.
The only way I am able to center back into my heart after finding out some new way of manipulation and interference, is to disconnect from everything and go out in nature.
Reconnecting to the earth through nature raises our vibration to the frequency of the earth, which repairs our DNA and heals us, allowing us center back into our hearts more quickly.
Let the earth heal you.
It also helps greatly to educate ourselves to the universal laws and the 7 hermetic principles.
Understanding the laws allows us to see what is happening in the world and why.
It also helps us to understand how to stay centered in our heart energy and live our lives from our hearts.
Here is a link that has information which has helped me to overcome and understand how to master energy.
Knowledge is power.
The truth of the workings of the universe has been kept from us for millennia.
But once we once again remember, we are able to transcend the manipulation and master our energy completely.
And the question still remains…
WHY ARE THEY SO AFRAID OF US THAT THEY WILL DO EVERYTHING THEY CAN TO KEEP US FROM AWAKENING?
The answer itself should give us all a greater understanding of who we are.
They are afraid of us because they know that there is no stopping the Light of Source.
Evolution cannot be stopped.
It is eternal.
As are we.
We cannot be stopped in our quest for truth.
We are the Light incarnate.
And we are remembering this.
But in order to evolve, we have to “see” what needs to be changed.
We have to see the truth.
And once we do, lies can no longer control us.
Their tricks can no longer affect us.
We are in a higher frequency, vibration.
This corresponds to the law of attraction.
The lower consciousness cannot remain.
We no longer remain the batteries of life that those in service to self need to continue.
For without our energy they cease to exist.
And that is why they are so afraid of us.
They need us to live.
We don’t need them.
Our battery is within us, it is our connection to Source.
That is what gives us life.
Their battery is us, without us…THEY CEASE TO EXIST.
This is our planet.It is time to take it back for ourselves.
THEY make us THINK they can control us, but they cannot.
We are limitless.
AND NOW WE KNOW WE ARE.
THEY ARE TERRIFIED OF US BECAUSE WE ARE A DIRECT LINK TO SOURCE THROUGH OUR HEARTS SAND THERE IS NO OUTRUNNING, EITHER THROUGH TIME, OR DIMENSIONS, OR REALITIES OR REALMS, THE LAWS OF THIS UNIVERSE.
ESPECIALLY THE ONE THAT SAYS YOU GET BACK WHAT YOU PUT OUT.
THERE IS NO ESCAPING KARMA.
Game over man, game over.
In Service from my Heart.
(Bird hunkering down in intense winds, waiting it out on the pier, picture taken by my son)
Didn’t SEE that coming…but I sure FELT IT heading my way…
A couple of weeks ago I got information that changed everything in my life.
My accountant told me I needed to sell my little house by the sea I love so much,and would not be able to retire in the United States.
The retirement I believed I would experience while married, is apparently no longer a reality here…
It has taken me three and a half years, since my awakening experience, to know that Freedom is ONE of my True Self’s Goal.
I used to “think” that I wanted to be happy.
Then that I wanted to be safe.
Then along the way I had to release wanting to be taken care of by another.
That one was super hard, a lifetime of conditioning making me think I needed a savior, or a knight in shining armor…to rescue me.
Waited for a while during that phase…but they were a “no show”.
This was the massive “depression” part of my awakening at realizing no one was going to come save me, or anyone… while beginning to comprehend I was not anything like I thought I was…
In fact I had no idea WHO I was.
All the while “seeing” the truth of what needed to be “cleaned” up, at ALL levels.
So not only was I super depressed, but Boy was I pissed!
Those two,super depressed and pissed off, love to pair up.
This I call my “put myself in time out” phase, as I was not fit for human consumption…lol
I CONSTANTLY asked for help from my light family and team while at the Same time cursing and cussing at them while screaming as loud as I could from the top of my lungs,telling them where they could “stuff” it…
Oh yeah that was quite the tough step process.
Thank goodness for Love.
From that phase came the realization there was nothing to save, as all was unfolding in Divine Timing and I just need to follow my Heart and have faith.
That’s where I am. Now.
And in this place I now find myself ,I have come to realize that for me,without FREEDOM,nothing else can fully BE.
With freedom comes the happiness and the security and the abundance to live from my Heart with no outside interference.
It shows my beloved family that by following my Heart,happiness follows.
That it is indeed possible to live a happy life.
Everything interconnected with what freedom brings leads to abundance for me.
Free to be me.
Sounds like such a hippie phrase lol, but so true.
I am also so incredibly grateful to be fluent in Spanish.
I understand now why I was born in Argentina, and lived there for ten years.
Needed to learn Spanish maing!
Everything that happens is indeed always for the best.
Faith is a beautiful thing.
But ultimately I KNEW from within me that my life was going to change big time since the winter solstice.
I knew it.
Just didn’t see it coming like this.
I felt what I call the “winds of change” heading my way in a hurricane type way.
Always been an empath and felt such things, but never with this magnitude and force.
So NOW I know.
In a way my worse fears have come true. I am stepping into a future facing my ultimate fear.
Except I am not afraid.
The rocking chair retirement I had envisioned with the beautiful father of my children, watching our grand babies play in our perfectly groomed, (and professionally landscaped) yard in the United States, with both my children near me…no go.
I face a retirement in another country, with the possibility my children,(21 and 23),will not be geographically near me.
Starting out by myself from scratch.
I call this quantum jumping ala human style.
Funny how at a time of my life when I “thought” I would be “settled”, I am facing my greatest test of my faith.
Thank goodness I am not into “thinking” anymore like I used to be,Lol.
All that thinking,all that logical planning, all that stress about retirement…
This for me, the final release of how I “thought” things were going to be and acceptance that it will not be so.
I know that if I follow my Heart I will fully understand the “why” of it at some point.
I see the truth of my situation.
I feel with all my Heart,that what awaits me is for the highest good of all, and I cannot begin to imagine my new life…
I understand now, 50 years later, that speaking Spanish allows for me to make this enormous life transition easier by not having language be an obstacle.
A lot of countries speak Spanish…
Yet when at ten Mami told me we were leaving Argentina, I thought my life had ended.
Yes it ended-THERE.
It began- HERE.
And so it goes…
So NOW I am here.
About to jump.
I don’t know where.
I don’t know how.
I don’t know when.
I don’t know why.
I don’t know with whom.
I am stepping into my unknown future.
I do feel(know) however that the rhythm of life, ebbs and flows.
Beginnings becoming endings leading to new beginnings.
So I am ending AND starting what comes my way in my Heart.
Connected to my Source.
With my beautiful children walking right beside me into this new life with no fear.
Faith telling me that we are hugely loved and everything will be MORE than ok.
It feels peaceful within me, that TRUTH.
My Source’s Way of letting me know that if I jump and chose freedom,I will land softly and safely.
We ALL will.
For I am so loved.
We ALL are.
I chose Freedom.
In Light and Love, Maria ❤